and how do you spell power, have you seen power , what is power, how does it taste

hmm, fools with heads , with positions in their hands wandering in the light , cowards with  no intentions just a life , a time of waste, no human with the true power of a soldier , a soldier who has the power to make the world and to the every , air and the elements of this world  . this world is not right there has not been any man in this world to make the things in this world to have justice to the world of the people in the world of the rights of the sacrifice of the people . you me and to the every elements in this world , we have not seen the  truth of the air that make us the whole part of this world . to fools you fools listen to the sound of the nature and its power , for you have kept your eyes closed like, learno said open your eyes for the truth has been in front of you and you have not seen this world of the truth . like in the bible , what you learn that the bible you shall open your eyes and watch the truth . the truth is always in front of you but its you who have always closed your eyes

MY BLOG  HAS STARTED TO BECOME  PERSONAL 

now time has come for all of us to say good night , and that we make a night so happy to make our dreams , happy , a dream that we all are happy , good dreams come in to our mind.
happy happy happy happy good night

YOU KNOW WHAT , LIFE IS ONE, WHEN IT IS IN HAND , IT'S YOUR LIFE HAVE A BIG DEAL ABOUT IT, RULE IT, MAKE IT A BIG PROMISE TO YOUR SELF , GO FREE, FIGHT THE NATURE, EXPLORE IT, MAKE IT YOUR HOME , BREATH EVERY FRESH AIR,

LIVE YOUR LIFE

ONE LIFE , ONE BREATH, ONE HAPPINESS, ONE FACE MANY PEOPLE, STRUGGLE
FIGHT , STRENGHTH, LIVE YOUR LIFE , IT DOESN'T MATTER WHO THE F$$$$ MAKES A SHIT

I AM PROUD OF MY SELF IN ONE THING, THAT I POWER FULL INSIDE , THAT I HAVE A HEART OF A LION , THAT A DEVIL RESIDES INSIDE ME TO MAKE ME STAND UP , TO FIGHT AGAINST INSIDE THAT THING IN ME TO TALK BACK, STRIKE BACK

 I KNOW I AM POWER FULL INSIDE. I AM HAPPY TO THAT ANY PROBLEM THAT RESIDES IN ME THEY HAVE ONLY SECONDS TO BREATH. I AM HAPPY THAT NO PROBLEM MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE 

seen dracula

life has never been easy to me , and if you talk about my relationships, some of them are always hard to imagine. i have a problem that i love everyone who comes close towards me , i don't hate anyone and that problem many had misused it , some of those i believe deeply shows their result negatively

for recent two peoples i believed , one a man and another a girl.to them i believed that they might be my friends , they might be my future, but they failed me
then it was he now its her, i am taunted , haunted everyday, my home is not anymore a peace full place for me to stay. to whom ever i trusted , they all cheated me
 i can't make it anymore in here . now it was her i believed in her , but she is more than what i have imagined, she is not that kind of women that i have believed , she is the worst women i have ever experienced in my life, but i am keeping calm, staying away from her, so that my hands don't fall on her cheek
i don't like her anymore, i hate her , she is not that kind, for her i have made enemies , with my close, what a foolish decision , i have made , what a fool i am
oh god for in you i don't believe but, i loved her more than anything in this world but she is not a women of life , she is dirty and worst shit what a relationship i had fallen into
i hate that women 

hawk43
devadeepam

REMEMBERING MICHAEL

guys i am just waiting it to be monday, when  i can see my friends and just talk to them

i got some new friends , and and that i have talked to them and i understand how special are some of them , and how wonderful they are in especially in their routines

whooo whooo, i got that bird back on the track , and that bird is not anymore in the cage
but i feed him 

ho ho ho ho ho ho ho ho now i cant feel that bird that flies higher , the bird that touches the sky in the up in the air 

i hate the weekends, just staying in the roo of your house watching movies can't see friends but some of the boring faces , cant get my hands of my phone, and whats app and facebook

ho ho ho ho ho what a hot climate, this climate is so killing my bones and my mind.

so hot that i can't stay away from bed

what a hot climate, can't stay without the cooler

ice cube

i understand , there is a  generation gap between the old and young people, and thats true
i wont interfere with no more with them

yesterday , my mom told me not to interfere others matters , especially people older than me

feeling this pain every time it kills . it's so pain full pain that makes me to run like a stranger in the midst of that hollow corps

some decisions are hard to take, they are making things worse . some decisions are so pain full to take kills each time .
and that pain i am felling right now

nope i am a good boy, i love everyone i am okay , i don't worship lord of devil

i am a good boy

no more f@@@@@@@@ truth i am a devil inside and i know the truth 

in deed the worsip of great kindness and lord had made me tyo the life after the death , i am not anymore a soul why had i fallen to this trap, never before i had this experinced this pain , i am a devil now
please help me to recover , oh great god that i don't believe please help me before he swallows me
the human emotions have taken control over me , i was not a human before , but know that my

A PROPHECY

THAT DEVIL CAME UPON FROM THE SHADOWS SPREADING THE MESSAGE , I SAW THE FACE OF A  WITHERING LION , I CAN'T REMEMBER THE NIGHT , BUT THE SHADOWS KEEP CALLING , DAY OR NIGHT ONLY A THOUGHT . I HAVE NO WORRY BUT SHALL FEED THE CREATURE WITH MY THOUGHTS.
OH! GREAT MOTHER FALLEN FROM THE ASHES , ARISE OH MOTHER , ARISE TO THE CALL , FOR ONE DAY YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT FILL THE CURSE WITH YOUR BLOOD . FOR THE TRUTH IN YOUR HEARTS AND THE CALL IS ON YOUR NAME
YOU HE REASON , AND SHALL MAKE THE MOTHER A HEAVEN FOR THE CRISIS
CRY ALOUD DEEP WITHIN THE FOREST

NOW THAT I AM REALLY MAD,  I HAVE NO HOPE. I AM ANGRY

IT'S CHANGING

NOW MY THOUGHTS AND MIND ARE CHANGING EVERY SECOND , THE BEAST INSIDE ME HOWLING TO OPEN . I CAN'T HOLD IT ANYMORE. NOW  TIME WOULD DROP THE ANGER INSIDE ME AND LOVE WILL BE MY ENEMY . IF THE CAPSULE OF LOVE GETS AWAY, MY ANGER WOULD EAT THIS AIR AWAY

MY PATIENCE HAS GONE , AND MY LOVE IS MY ANGER . FOR LOVE I HAVE STRUGGLED A LOT , IF THIS IS MY FATE I SHALL BE IN THE UNFAIR WORLD , AND THAT BEAST INSIDE ME MAY CALL UP THE COMMUNITY FOR THAT THIS WORLD AND THE HUMANS IN IT , MAY BE THE VICTIMS AND FIRE SHALL EAT IT ALL.

FOR LOVE SHALL BECOME THE CURSE OF MY LIFE ,AND THAT BEAST COMES OUT
I AM OUT OF TIME , AND I CAN'T WAIT ANYMORE

THEN OH MY DEAR DON'T CURSE YOUR SOUL , BECAUSE THIS IS YOUR FATE

FACES WILL BE BLUR AND MY LOVE SHALL , BE MY ANGER AND THEN THERE IS NO SOUL TO PRAYER , I WILL MAKE THE CALL. AND MY LOVE DON'T BE ANGRY WITH ME BECAUSE  , YOU SHALL NOT BE BREATH . AND THEN THE THUNDERS OF THIS WORLD WILL TELL YOU MY LOVE AND THAT LOVE THAT YOU CANNOT WITHSTAND . FOR YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE MY LOVE, BUT MY ANGER WILL EAT THE FRUIT IN THE PARADISE

OH SATAN I , I SHALL COME FOR YOU AND IF LOVE IS THE ANGER THEN PRAY FOR YOUR SINS
!!!!!AMEN!!!!!

I WANT ANSWERS

I WANT ANSWERS TO THE FATHER AND THE SON AND TO THE EVERY  AIR BREATH IN THE WORLD , I WANT ANSWERS , I  WANT ANSWERS TO THE QOESTIONS SOME QUESTIONS , SOME THOUGHTS

1. WHO IS FOLLOWING ME, TO WITHIN THE AIR AND THE SHADOWS , WHO IS THAT , WHO IS FOLLOWING ME FROM MY BIRTH AND  IN MY DREAMS AND IN MY LIFE . WHO JUST FADES AWAY

2. WHO AM I

3. WHERE DO I ORGINATE

4. AM I AM THE ONE 

5. WHAT IS THE TRUTH OF MY LIFE 

എന്ത് കൊണ്ട് എന്റെ സ്നേഹം അവൾ മനസിലാകുന്നില , നിനെയ പിരിഞ്ഞ് ഈരുന ഓരോ നിമിഷവും, ഓരോ സമയവും ഞാൻ എന്റെ ഹൃദയം വേദനിച്ച , ഞാൻ ഈനു ഈലതകുകയന്നു . എന്ത് കൊണ്ട് സ്നേഹം ത്തിന്റെ ദേവത  എന്നാ കടഷികതെത് .  ടെവതിനെ ഞാൻ വിശ്വസികുനില , പക്ഷെ നിനിൽ ഞാൻ വിശ്വസിക്കുന്നു ,നിനെ ഞാൻ സ്നേഹിക്കുന്നു , ജീവന തുല്യം
നീ എല്ലാ ഈ ലോകത്ത് ഞാൻ ജീവനോടെ ജീവിക്കാൻ പറ്റില 

സമയം ഈവിടെ യെനിക് ഒരു ശത്രു ആകുന്നു , ഞാൻ സമയത്തിന്റെ വേല  ഈപൊൽ ആരിയുന്നു , ഞാൻ എന്ത് ചെയും , ഞാൻ ഒരികല്ലും ഒരു മാംസ സ്നേഹി അല . 

ഈ ലോകത്ത് വിട്ടികല്ക് ഒരു കൊറവും ഈല , ഭൂരിഭാഗവും വിധികൾ തന്നെ , മണ്ടത്തരവും , വിടിതരവും  കാണിച്ചിട്ട് സ്വയം വല്ല്യ അല്ല് അന്നെന വിചാരം കാണിച്ചു നടക്കുന്ന ഈ വിടികലെ നമ്മൾ എന്ത് ചെയണം .